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Saturday, July 30, 2005

finally im updating.

wokies... on weds and thurs, i've been doin marshal duty for the graduation ceremonies at sp. it turned out to be fun and enjoyable.. def not a chore.. u guys noe y? coz, there's lots of eye candy.. and there were these 2 guys who were like goin ard carryin camera, takin pictures on those two days tt i was on duty... they were wearin red lanyards. so i guess, they're frm the business sch... thus, i think they're frm media studies. damn.. they were gorgeous... their hair in fact... it's so OAG-long-wavy-ruffled hair... to add to tt, they're cutee... could have chatted with them, but, i rejcted the opportunity.. and now, im sufferin.. haha..

thurs' marshal duty was awesome.... muahaha... did duty with din for 2 shifts. and i had stomach cramps at the end of it... tt guy is such a joker... kept laughin and laughin... even the lecturers told me tt i laughed too much... hehe...

on fri, in the morn, had to attend some talk... then wenta lunch dearest 'mummy' and 'daddy' and my siblings frm trajan... had loads of fun... wenta holland v to eat at swesen's... we had main course each.. and then, ate the unlimited scoops of ice cream... hehe... man, werent we bloated after tt... haha... took pics here and there... it was daddy's bdae... so, bought for him a slice of cake.. sang him bdae song loudly... hehe... HAPPY BDAE DADDY Q! after enuf fun, i wenta ssp... onli for a short while.. sorry lala for makin u wait... hehe...

yesterday, as in fri, the whole of grp of ssp went to tpjc to catch tpjc's production, manifestasi... it was orite, i can say... i mean, the characters were awesome... brought the emotions out very well, played their role very well... but i dun really get the point of the production... i dun understand some parts. it's kinda confusin.. but, overall, i gotta say it was good....

gave zee a lift to mrt stn... then went home... took a shower, and went to bed... very da tired seh... but, wat the heck.. it was a dae full of fun and laughters.. a dae tt i really enjoyed...

this afternoon, went back to sp.. for another talk.. it was full of shit. anyways, i didnt go to wak's bbq.. sorry wak.. coz ema and yuni not goin.. then, takkan nak gi sorang2... sorry ye wak..

so, tt's all for now... sch week starin soon... and it'll be a new term...

taggie's spoilt.. so, cant reply to ur tags for now.. sorry peeps...

muacKz...

Smashed into pieces at 7/30/2005 01:25:00 PM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

todae was really tiring.. did marshall/usherin duties for the graduation day this morn and this evening... saw azhar. lookin cute azhar in tt baju melayu... haha.. congrats ya, on ur grad... had lots of eye candy durin my duties...

wenta ssp meetin in between my duties... basically juz lepak-ed ard... had laughters here and there...

went home after my evening shift... met up with ema at bugis. we lepak-ed at mrt stn platforms... haha... had fun honey... really appreciate those times... muackz!

i really wanna sleep now.. but i juz cant. i dunno wat or why... sth's botherin me.. but i cant figure out wat.. or who... or why...

i finally had a very short chat with adrena juz now.. i really miss tt lil girl... i mean, i really dun mind listenin to her whine over the phone.. or over the net... i really miss u babe...

im confused. im lost.

am i stressed? i dunno... i've yet to cramp for the MSTs.. i've yet to start real work for my CI-ship... but, i seem to lose control of almost everything. i had everything in place a few weeks ago.. but suddenly, stuff juz get thrown at me... and i have to get it done... by hook or by crook.. i noe it's my respondsibilty, but hey... slow down... im onli yr 1. i have no idea how exams or tests run or are being calculated... i dunno how easy or tough it is to score on tests... thank god there's ssp for me to distress myself...

i miss talkin to him.. but it has to stay this way.. coz i dun want the way it used to be...

i think im really lost. i mean... i need someone. someone who really will listen to me. someone who loves to crap over the phone. someone who is willin to console me when im done in the early hrs of the morn, like wat ema usually do... i appreciated wat u did babe... i miss talkin to u in the middle of the nite... it's not like i dun have gfs.. there's lala, zee, nyqa, su, liyana, the ssp peeps, the mls peeps... ok.. i dunno wat's my pt..

im juz lost.

im totally disorientated. im not doin the things tt im supposed to do.

studies come first nurul... bear tt in mind.. thanks farz for listenin me out for a while juz now...

everyone's bz now... everyone's goin their separated ways...

life's really short...
death. studies. cramp-study sessions. commitments. social life. problems.

go figure wat's tt supposed to mean...

wat's stress anyway? i mean.. how do u feel when u're stress? how do u noe if u're stressed? or izzit juz a word? same goes to love.... wat izzit anyway? i guess it's really hard to defined... im soo crappin now.. but wateva. u dun like this, leave.

i wanna sleep... but i dunno wat's botherin me...

it's amazin tt im still alive.hah.

Smashed into pieces at 7/28/2005 12:25:00 AM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

todae was great.. ssp meetin was loads of fun..

ended it off with a lil make up session done by lichuan.. make up sponsered by aishah... hehe... they actually 'learn' how to put proper make up on... and i was choosen to be a model.. coz i got 'nice' skin.. hehe... i loved the way my eyes looked at the end of it... it was very pretty.. hehe. will post the pics soon..

gonna have loong days this week... i noe all those frm ssp gonna be real drained out very soon.. but hey, we gonna go thru this together aite.. we gonna make this whole production a success ;)

Smashed into pieces at 7/26/2005 10:33:00 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

i had actually updated on fri... but i juz found out tt the entry wasnt posted.. stoopid me.

anyway, nth much happend on fri... parade at siglap... then went home.

on sat... wenta NDP review!! yay!! i loike.. the parade was nice... the pre-parade segment was funn... but, trust me, it better to go with ur crazzie frens than ur family. anyways, the performances and mass display was great... very unique... very different frm the prev years. i mean, u gotta be there to experience it... then, there was the air display too.. which left me in awe... it was exhilarating... the way the planes do the turns... oh yeah.. the skydivers did an excellent job too... in all, it was a spectacular show... and i was glad tt i didnt miss it...

now, juz came back frm lunch with family.

been busy with stuff and deadlines. esp stuff frm spnpcc... and wat's more, there'll an upcomin SSP production... cant wait for the whole thing to start running...

my term break started last thurs, since weds was the last day of my test... this coming week will be my term break... but it's packed with activities.... like practices, meetings and duties.

so, it seems like as if i wont be updating or readin ur bloggies as often now....

feli: missin ya too darling...
khairi: hie there...! how u doin...? da lame tak sms... hope to chat with ya soon..
so?: will update the link soon... promise..
abg hapres: cak....!
drools: not tt much restriction... yeah.. but no time to enjoy it!! boohoohoo!

Smashed into pieces at 7/24/2005 03:15:00 PM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

hey all..

yesterday was awesome... everything went smoothly... fun all the way... slacked at nyp durin the afternoon b4 my meetin with the props peeps... and yes, honey... taufik's a great joker.. and i met feli!!! man... she nearly choked me when we hugged... hehe.... missed her soo much..

todae, my applied heat term test was a disaster... so wasnt prepared for it. and damn... it turned out crappy... main lantak je solutions and workings... no surprise if i fail, coz i did a major stoopid mistake for the first ques already.... dumb-me!

had lunch with the guys...

wenta play carrom with zaidi.. haha... the never endin game, i tell ya... lala, nyqa and zee came over and waited for me to finish the game... which in the end, didnt finish it... wenta ssp..

discussed... talked... discussed.. talked... bla bla bla...

ssp as borin todae... until the time when we ate and went home... kekek seh...

went home with arif, nyqa, zee, efin, kak director, kak izzati and r&b... haha... r&b is this guy named rushdi(sp?).. he has legs tt are so damn hairy tt we call him bulu.. haha.. and thanks to arif, a joker (ema, he's like taufik), he came with rushdi & bulu (r&b) on the way home on the train...

too bad arif had to get off the train so early... if not, we'll all vomit out the food we've eaten due too much laughing...

zulu: ape lagi la...
FB: haha... hi there.. u switched it off..? haha...

Smashed into pieces at 7/20/2005 10:55:00 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005

short update b4 i go to sleep... came home frm meeting at abt 9 plus... made a few calls... talk talk talk...

then watch incredible tales... not tt scary la this week.. coz the ghost they use like computer effects. so not tt reall.. haha.. next week one quite seram i think...

so, yeah.. think tt's all...

tmr, havin class for onli 2 freakin hrs... 8 to 10... then got meetin at 5... haha.. thank god for ema... gonna crash at her lecture.. hope everything goes well.. coz she said tt this lecturer has pretty sharp eyes... we'll see how things goes... worst come to worst, i study la... hehe... at least, im tryin to study...

feli: missin u too so da very much dearie...
elfi: thanks for the motivation... hehe...

Smashed into pieces at 7/18/2005 11:02:00 PM

had my first term test juz now... and boy, it was really demoralising... it was eng drawin... can say it was simple.. but, i noe i have a lot of mistakes.. i cant even start on one drawin... i felt so crappy. im soo gonna flunk this module... haiz...

met efin, paid him money for tpjc thingy tix.. went home..

to all those tagged... thank u so very much... u guys made me feel so much better... glad to have u guys by my side... no matter wat im gonna say here, it cant show how much i appreciate all of u who tagged... cheers!

later, goin out again. got meetin at white sands... CI stuff.. coz upcomin events... haiz.. at 7pm pulak tu... but wat to do kan...

there'll be another paper on weds... the phy-like paper...

im soo bored... wanna study.. but juz cant tear myself away frm the lappie...

tried out wholivesnearyou thingy... pretty fun.. really. i cant be bothered woth hi5... try out the wholivesnearyou.. haha.. i noe the thing has been ard awhile.. but i never did wanna try it coz i think it'll be a waste of time... but, i think it's fun.. haha.. jakon..

Smashed into pieces at 7/18/2005 04:53:00 PM

Saturday, July 16, 2005

i juz finished readin fab's bloggie... it was damn sweet of him to put up the pics and say those heartfelt stuff...

i miss u terribly, fab... really... i miss 4g soo much... i feel like puttin down all 38 names of my classmates here... tellin them i miss them.. but u ppl will think im insane. damn... im missing siglap so much. i miss the teachers there. i miss 4g. i miss mdm su. i miss the table ppl. i miss those who have helped thru my yrs in siglap... there's loads to mention.. and i dun wanna miss one name... so, u noe who u are... coz i noe i've relied a lot on u guys... frens & teachers alike.

here in poly, there's no one to push me.. no teachers or lecturers to warn me or remind me abt handin in assignments. i miss my siglap days. esp sec 4 days... those were the times when i really got close and knew and appreciated every single one of my classmates for being part of my life... no matter how much i had hated them, no matter how much i despised some of them...

im tryin to find someone in sp who will be like ppl back in 4g, like the table ppl.. i noe i cant replace u peeps... but, sometimes i feel lonely. i dun noe who to confide in when i feel stressed, or trouble, or when i juz feel like talking. u noe.. juz talkin abt stuff... i've yet to find close gfs who i can confide in... i've yet to find guys like fab and elfi, who will be there for me... i've got lots of guy frens.. but i dunno if they are like u guys.. like fab, vic, elf, ivan... i miss u guys,

am i to dependant? i dunno... i juz miss 4g soo much... tt it made me realised the kind of ppl tt revolves ard my life now.. things tend to change, i noe. i dunno who will be there, listening to me when im all down and all and alone in poly... i dunno who will help thru my 3 yrs... i dunno who will push me thru my studies like wat ema, fab, vic, ad, feli did... u noe who u are... i dunno who really accpets me.

i do have fun, loads of it, in sp... but, when im in shit, when im feelin suicidal, when im feelim depressed, when im feelin sick of sch, when i wanna give up in sch, when i juz cant pass the modules, im juz wondering- who can i go to? who is willin to console me? who is willin to juz shut up and hear me vomit my sorrows out? i hope ema will still be there for me.. i hope feli will still be there for me. i hope my close darliings are still there for me. i really dun wanna lose u guys... 4g, the table ppl, the siglapians.

im scared now... im really afraid to walk this journey iin sp alone.. after realising tt i could actually rot and suffer w/o ppl knowin so. i have no more confidence tt i can pass the exams. pass the modules. pass the semester. no more confidence to attain the diploma.

it's doesnt mean tt i dun appreciate u ppl tt i've met iin sp.. but, i juz dun feel like i can throw out my sorrows and worries when i need to... i love my frens.. every each and one of u guys.. be it in pri, sec or poly... but now, i juz feel like.. i dunno.

oh god.. y am i doin this to myself?

i miss u peeps back frm siglap... peeps in sp, plz dun go away.. u guys are the best tt happened to me so far in poly... ppl like zee, hisham, al, tas, lala, zeeq, 1b24 guys, mls ppl, ssp ppl, ppl frm other courses.... and of coz, my classmates..

-sorry.. if this doesnt make sense to u readers... sorry...

*tears are flowin down... endlessly... somebody stop them*

Smashed into pieces at 7/16/2005 07:53:00 PM

im really sick... coughin out those disgustin phlegms really make me go 'oww..' sneezin every now and then is such a bother, no doubt... argh.. feelin dreadful... feelin horrible...

didnt go for the duty at PJC this morn... coz woke up late.. woke at 6. tt was crazy coz i gotta be there by 630.. so, i've yet to start clockin my hq hrs to complete my probation.. sorry al, farz and ts for not turnin up as promised... really sorry...

wenta eat lunch with family...

tot my bro math juz now... oh, wateva... this is crappy info.

chatted with zulu last nite... fun and crappy... cant believe he got his fingers glued together... how slenge can he get... muhahaha.. and wat's more, he used a hairdryer to 'dry' the glue coz it tot it would de-glue his fingers... giler.. haha...

boring day. soon to be a borin nite.

ICAs ard the corner, yet, i havent revised a shit. gotta do a proposal.. and i have no idea how to go abt with it... proposal due on thurs. portfolio due on thurs. props, make up costumes deadline on weds.... shitnitts... we'll see how things go this comin week..

im sick... but im uberly stubborn not to take medicine and sleep early. haha... so, blame myself? yeah.. so zeeq, it's not ur fault anymore... haha...

im falling...
falling sick?
or..
juz fallin...

get wat i mean..? i also dunno... crap.. im soo crapping.

gonna get my new sandals tmr, finally.. new pair of sandals.. prolly gettin my specs fixed too..

im wishin badly for a guitar... i have no idea y im so into guitars now... maybe ill my parents to get me one, after my ICAs.. soo tt means, i have to study damn hard for it.. esp for my applied heat, a.k.a physics... but, i have to talk to them first la.. if they say cant, then i wont study hard then.. haha... jk...

till next time...

byeZ...

Smashed into pieces at 7/16/2005 06:19:00 PM

Friday, July 15, 2005

hooorayy..!

wenta meet wak in front of the librabry area this morn... long time never see him seh.. he looked different, but maybe i forgot how he looked... hehe... anyway, made our way to his block.. he invited me up to his house.. cools! he tot me in his room.. and, haha... no shocker how his room was. biase la.. org lelaki... my room is waaay neater.. should let my mom see the state of my room, ema's room, and wak's rm... haha.. i had loads of fun learnin the guitar, wak! gosh... the chords i played might sound horrible, onli god noes.. but he kept sayin it was orite.. haha... thanks loads! know how to play a song or two.. so, guys, i noe how to play a lil now... so dun laugh if i say i wanna play a song.. hehe... watched a short anime show b4 heading out, quite hilarious the show.... told each other a few stupid lame jokes... haha... *bandung.. hairan kan?* muahahhaha....

walked to the interchange... terserempak with haslinda (siglap)... we departed at interchange.. me go home.. he went for prayers..

so, tt was the main highlight todae.. i loike... i wanna do it again..

my fingertips are kinda numb now.. haishh... but, wat the heck... it benefitted me in some way..

i wanna buy a guitar.. or anyone kind enuf to give me one..? hehe...

oh.. btw, CT.. u're not siti kad ritee.. u're CT as in the president ritee... haha... i think so. im juz guessin..

gotta wake up damn early tmr.. coz i have to at PJC by 0630... ugh! sucky.. but wat to do... org masih under probation... hmph!

stupid zulu: stupid? when u become stupid...?

Smashed into pieces at 7/15/2005 08:44:00 PM

hello all... gd morn...

im at ema's housiee... meeting wak soon... guitar time here i come...

wee...

gonna blog later...

tata...

braces: yup, yup... guitar!
ema: muAckzz..
CT: CT mane nie..? CT cat izzit...?

Smashed into pieces at 7/15/2005 10:19:00 AM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

im sick. confirmed. im down with a flu. and maybe, a slight fever. shucks... i hate this 0h-so-much.. i juz got well frm my dreadful cough... thanks to hazeeq la, i think.. haha... jk kiddin boy..

todae, i intended to go to sch.. but in the end, made up my mind not to go... haha.. coz most of my classmate not goin.. even if i go also, it'll onli be for 2 hrs... and even though the 1B/24 boys will be there, i still have to go home after 2 hrs of attending tt's not compulsory... kk.. im crappin..

woke at 8... chatted with ema for a while.. take care of urself girl.. aitez? it's juz a minor injury.. hehe.. no biggie.. then, went back to sleep. woke at 1... nicee... sooo long already never wake up tt late on a weekday.

told myself to study the afternoon away... but, in the end, it never happpened.. duh.. haha... so, i actually spent my afternoon sortin out the pics in my folders... man, there's like tonnes of pics... talkin bout the pics, i've put them in my gallery already... go and see aite... it's under my links.. under snapshots... ad, ur pics are under departure gallery..

someone is really pissin me off now... argh...

received shockin news abt one of my frens... haiz.. ape la nak jadi...

anyways, gonna meet up with wak tmr!! yay... im gonna learn how to play the guitar... hear tt, hazeeq, iqbal, zaidi, yan.. and anyone of those 24 guys who noes how to play guitar... haha... ok. im goin insane... maybe i can jam with them soon... muahha... mimpi je la nurul..

finally got the marshall duty thingy done and over with... lotsa stuff comin up soon... so, better be prepared and organised my priorities well. coz i noe tt'll be times when events will clash together...

wokies... im outz now... nth else to say i guess... nite2 everyone..

elfi: thanks boy... yeah.. we'll go out again soon k...
drools: missin ya too... i look no different babe... still the same ol' me...
ajeek:haha... yupz.. kecian eh aku.. and yea, aku cabut.. borin sekali.. the intro wasnt a bit interesting...
Sarah: haha... sure.. no prob.. keep in touch! take care..

Smashed into pieces at 7/14/2005 10:12:00 PM

im fallin ill all over again.. damn... im havin a flu now, and a sore throat..

been kinda stress lately... coz im back in action by meeting deadlines and attendin impromptu meetings. tryin to balance things out.. n i noe i can do it...

slept in applied heat lecture todae.. didnt realise it.. haha...

cabut-ed the AIDS talk so tt i could attend ssp... there's progress in every aspect of the production.. i cant wait for everything... too bad i cant make it this sat.. haiz...

wat else eh...

ria.. my life aint as fun as it was... haha.. but still interesting, coz i never noe wat's next..

so?: hi gorgeous...
sarah: hie sarah.. yes.. i do remember u.. thanks for droppin by

Smashed into pieces at 7/14/2005 12:02:00 AM

Monday, July 11, 2005

sch was fun, rite frm the beginning.. thanks to hazeeq... hahah... he was having a real bad hair day, and wat's up with the specs dude..? hehe... it's was horrible.. like, it's soo not hazeeq. but wateva.. he did correct his hair.. it looked ok la by the end of the day..

mock test for eng drawing was messed up... didnt even complete half of the work... im soo dead for the exams next week. i realised tt i couldnt draw w/o guidance... im in deep trouble for this module..

after tt, it was break for us... which then after, we have to go for poly marina at 3. during the break, wenta mkn at fc 5.. kfc. oh yeah... celebrated azfar's bdae... haha.. loads of fun... ketawa kekek abis.. haha... "tak leh angz, tolak laa..." hahah... eat, joked, laugh till wanna shit and pee, then they planned to go jammin again.. pretty fun for me... by the time we reach there, it was half an hr more to 3. but heck, we still stayed to jam, and joked ard again.. some really wanted to go for poly marina.. tak nak ponned.. in the end, they went for the class late. zeeq, bal and me ponned the class.. juz wanna say sorry to zaidi and saiful... sorry tau, for holdin u guys back... jgn marah k...

so, it's left me and iqbal... lepak back to sch. haha... tot him how to use the e printing shit...

printed notes..

zee dropped by to passed azfar's prezzie...

bored to the core, iqbal and i decided to head to SPGG... pool tables were unavailable.. so, tried playin the video games.. ok la.. since there's nth to do, it's pure fun for tt moment..

headed to my first SPNPCC meeting... da feelin stress already.. haha.. gotta start organising my life again...

ended up workin with din.. haha.. the mr bean, mly version.. hahah...

went home with him till the mrt stn... yakked on the phone all the way with ema...

drools: yeah babe... missin ya loads... mcm mane la nak meet up?? i dun even have ur no... sms me ur no girl...
bondzzz: yupz.. totally enjoyin myself in poly... bile mau grad...? haha... lum lagi pass satu term... sabar lah..

Smashed into pieces at 7/11/2005 10:27:00 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

here i am.. once again....

im bored.. cant wait for tmr... i dunno y i cant wait for tmr..

oh.. hurry up.. i cant wait to go to sch...

it's utterly dreadful stayin at home...

wak and yuni feelin more dreadful than i am... pity them..

watchin the haunting.. tmr, azfar's bdae... wonder wat's in store..

zulu: yes.. wouldnt it be nice... finaly, sth i can understand..
zimah:gd luck to u too... see ya ard..
ah Boi: hahha.. thanks for the suggestion... ill give it a try..
elfi: i loikee too..
feli: miss ya too dearie..

Smashed into pieces at 7/10/2005 10:56:00 PM

there's a thick layer of boredom hovering over me now... but, im hopeless, as there's nth i can do..

was studyin my applied heat lecture notes for abt and hr or two... b4 i was being 'nudged' by abg hafriz a.k.a original friz...now, sorta chattin with him, leavin my lecture notes open and untouched... haha.. and it's onli a week more to go to my first tests in poly...

lookin thru hafriz's pics too... haha.. funny captions.... semua mengarut...

dunno whether to get back to studyin or not... like lose the momentum already... haha... and i was very sleepy when readin thru the notes...

im addicted to the cadbury's chocettes (sp?).. haha... i have no idea y.. maybe coz i can juz munch them down fast and quick... but the yummy taste still stays..?

ema: someday.. haha...
braces: im lost... ape saje la braces...

Smashed into pieces at 7/10/2005 04:42:00 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005

it's pure boredom every other weekends... my family's soo dead when comes to goin out or doin activities... argh...

woke up 2 todae... haha... sooo nice to wake up late on a sat.. i mean, i had been wakin up at 5 sth on sats for the past 2 mths... had my lunch. then went out to get my hp back! yay! haha... but all the data all gone... hp nos gone.. sweet and nice smses gone... ringtones gone... PICTURES gone! haiz....

by the time i got back, it was time for the comedies on tv every sat.. live with bonnie, macolm in the middle and the simpsons... and then it was my all time fave movie- the wedding singer. this movie never fails to make me shed a tear or two and at the same time make me laugh too... a real sweet movie...

and juz like tt, my day's over and night was already approaching. so fast time passes by... dun u think so?

i've realised tt i have not been watchin tv. even desperate housewives. even las vegas. even commercials. coz, u c, i come home late everyday, which thereafter, i spend time online and then go to bed... on weekends, lately, i got stuff to attend outside, or there'll be no shows to watch... my life's all abt goin online now... haiz.. mundane as it maybe, it actually erases all my boredom away..... lappie rules now... tv sucks... haha

didnt go dinner yesterday... was tired. sorrie siti, sorry charles.. sorry everyone...

i cant wait for mon... sch is my saviour now.. sch's where all the fun, laughter, challenges, frustrations blend together to give me a perfect combination of how life should be. of how MY life should be.

yesterday, i received excellent news... hehe.. i am now a member secretary of the exco of SPNPCC... im kinda elated la. it's worth givin a try in this post, coz it's sth i've never done b4... life's gonna get more exciting in sch with my post in spnpcc.. and wat's more, im now appointed to do props and make up and costumes for an upcoming ssp production. and once again, this is definitely my first time doin sth like tt.... it's challengin, yet fun... esp since the ppl i work with are a bunch of awesome peeps.. i hope i wont cock up these task... coz if i do, ill spoil the whole production.. oh my.. wish me all the best ya..

there's loads of new opportunities presentin itself to me in sp. i feel fortunate, yet scared. with the stuff tt im gonna handle in the future, be it studies or npcc or ssp, im very sure tt life's gonna be hectic but wonderful. it's gonna be a whole new rollercoaster ride in sp. and i cant wait...

oh yeah.. i've yet to tell my family abt me being part of a production or me bein part of an exco... i dun feel the urge or the point to tell them... it seems like they have no reaction to any great news tt i would usually share with them.

ok.. this is not abt family. i guess ppl do change... power makes them change. power makes them go blind. power makes them unreasonable. it's none of u in my links.. so dun worry. im juz soo sick of the way u treat us... im juz upset with the way u act when u cant get things in ur hand, under ur power. im dissapointed.

ema, i wanna see my nice eyes again... haha... i have my mr nice hair everyday... jealous? btw, azhar, mr nice hair is not zulu.. haha...

nice talkin with khairi on the phone last nite... been a while. take care dearie...

zulu: and he starts again...

Smashed into pieces at 7/09/2005 11:02:00 PM

Friday, July 08, 2005

hello all... in sch now.. for the first time ever, im bloggin in sp.

hazeeq's beside me... im kinda hyper... my mood pretty unpredictable... hehe...

soon, will be havin discussion with adilla and rahman abt ssp stuff. then, havin lunch with al and tas~! weee~~...

then, goin down for parade.. prolly go dinner at charles' after tt.. see how la.. heard fab's goin... i wanna tt dearie la... miss him sooo much. and hisham, haha... he's not my ex..

taggies, ill reply later k... tata...

Smashed into pieces at 7/08/2005 10:08:00 AM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

awesome day todae... everything went well..

started the day off feeliin kinda distracted in class.. coz was considerin whether to cabut class or not. coz adrena leaving ritee... but in the end, cabut jugak... i really miss tt girl loads... then, jon disturb me... sucha an idiot... haha... "asl tak layan?" hehe... cheeky guy..

skipped tutorial, juz for my dearest girlfren, adrena. i was really sad when she left.. i dunno y... but, once again, i cried. i feel like cryin now.. hehe... say wateva u want.. love ya loads.. and saw siti! VICTOR! CHARLES! haha...

headed to town to get bro's prezzie frm red liquid... walked ard the whole wisma... level by level.. shop by shop. lotsa things to buy... but, money takde leh... :(

met up with ema again... went home with her and her fren, farhan. who has gorgeous hair and eyes. yes, im not shy to admit tt. and i've become a FTI,HTI & MTI in a matter of mins.. haha.. rite HTI & FTI? muahahah...

talked with al for quite a looong time... fun! hahaha... gossip habis... and gushed totally abt our likes frm CIBTC... hehe...

bored: damn u la... as much as i hate u for leavin tt fuckin early, i still love u alot...
zbaf: FABIAN!!!! hello darling... u finally have a bloggie... i miss u soooo much... i really wanna meet up sooon... lovin u loads too... man, u sound like my bf on my taggie... muahahah... we'll arrange sth soon k..? muAckZ!

Smashed into pieces at 7/07/2005 10:24:00 PM

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

todae rawked BIG time... haha... i dunno y... but i juz felt high and hyper the whole day thru at sch..

practical was fine till i got a small part of my lips burnt... ouchie! it totally hurt, ok.. i felt like cryin.. imagine a piece of hot metal flyin all over the place and bouncin off ur top lip... it was still scorchin hot when i wanted to chip it off... haiz.. luckily it didnt stick onto my lips, if not... god noes... now the 'wound' looks like an ulcer...

had lunch break with DMTM girls.. miss them.. finally dpt meet up...

wenta class... which was 1 1/2 hr... n guess wat? i did listen to nothing for tt whole duration... i was laughin my ass off... thanks to dearest hazeeq and jon.. basically, everythin tickled me to the bones this afternoon durin class... i was so drained after gigglin and laughin for 90 min straight...

then, went for meetin... interview.... went home...

sooo tired...

reached home, my dad told he sent my hp for servicin, but i wasnt a bit happie. y? coz he told the ppl at nokia tt my hp simply couldnt be switched on, when it actually got WET. which is actually 2 whole different scenarios. im soo pissed off... pandai2 je.. tt's y i wanted to send in the hp myself.

adrena goin back tmr... damn, i was ssooo shocked. argh... a lil angry and frustrated and sad... girl, i've yet to spent a day with u... how come jadi gini...? argh...

gonna miss u girl.. probably tmr i cabut class... then send her off... god... i so regretted not meetin u up more often. stupid sch...

drools: ape saje la.... u'll get thru it... dun worry..
elfi: nonsense...

Smashed into pieces at 7/06/2005 11:00:00 PM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

im sooo tired...

had a great day at sch... a lil tiring, for god noes y... erm, lessons were quite boring. but luckily, there was a bdae to celebrate! hehe... it was sufiyan's bdae todae... yupz, the lil cutie guy with dimples... bought him a cake & sang the bdae song for him damn loud at fc2.. reminded me of the times back in sec sch in the canteen... anways, yeah, cut the cake, ate it up even though we were late for class. saved a piece for the lecturer... hehe... so yeah, in the class, sang another round of song for him, juz to make him malu... oh yeah, he got tickled soo badly in the lift on the way up to class... haha... poor thing. HAPPIEEE BDAEEE SUFIYAN!

after sch, slacked at SMAC while waitin for the 1b/24 guys to finish class... played carrom with zeeq, iqbal and desmond.. haha.. superb game.. played a few rounds... very intense u noe the rounds... haha...

head to pasir ris.. meetin the siglap CIs... moi CIs already wat... so, hehe... have meetings here and there... quite long la... ended almost near 9 pm...

reached home.. so tired. the shower i took never felt sooo nice... haha..

haiz.. it'll be a long day again tmr... cca plus interview...

oh no.. applied tmr... damn... i've yet to catch up the early chaps of this phy-twin module...

ICAs in 2 weeks' time...

gotta head to dreamland...

feelin giddy..

oh yeah.. damn beckham for goin to nyp.. sp is waaayyyy better... hmph!

feli: *rolls eyes* wateveRR...
zulu: lame sekali...
drools: haha... u miss me..? i do not miss u...... not! haha...
zee: u should try it sometime...

Smashed into pieces at 7/05/2005 10:51:00 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

had fun, fun, fuuunnnnn todae! yay! i didnt have a spot of monday blue todae...

class started off by project presentation... my grp was the first to go... i had a great time presenting it, though it was kinda crappy la... haha... but, it was smooth sailing... engineerin was alrite.. coz, i managed to draw out the crap quite fast... fast, but untidy.. hehe... like duh.. nurul, slalu untidy, rite siglap peeps?

we (the boys and i) had like 3 hrs break... so, for the first time, i followed them go jammiing... haha.. yes.. as in, guitars, drums, loud noises.... real cool. and i mean REAL cool... hehe... it was awesome, i tell ya... we were like all in a small room with 3 guitars and a drum set, 2 mics.... when they first started to do stuff with the instruments, it was more like noises tt they made... haha... it was deafening... god noes how those peeps who frequently go jamming can still use their sense of hearin. it was like being in a rock concert... however, once they got things sorted out, like the correct tabs and notes, it was superb music... not all played... so those who sat one corner juz rocked our heads to the heavy rock amateur music by saddiq, iqbal, hazeeq & zaidi. zaidi was damn talented... fuuh! hehe...

gedebak gedebuk... we were late for poly marina. it was like 3 pm already by the time we took a cab there... and our class supposed to start at 3! muahahaha...reached class at 3.20.. damn late.. but, it's orite la... im a gd girl in class... did this thing durin the practical.. nope, didnt go to the sea... but did this knot tying stuff on a swing like sturcture which represented a helicopter.. very cool.. haha... scary, but cool...

went home.. the whole family fetched me... coz todae's my bro's bdae.. happy bdae bro! hmm... reached home, cut the cake...

nth much happens at nite... but, it'll be sooo hectic in the day. however, i loike it tt way... coz there'll be always be sth to do and keep me goin...

i have LOADS of pics to post.. tapi malas... so, some other time je la... when i got nth to blog..

beforeandafterms: hey there! i have no idea who u are too... hehe... but, cool coincidence... ;)
elfi: nah... memorise ur no already.... looong time ago..
ah boi: lucky u... haiz...
feli: u're soooo crazzieee.... are u in love or sth? muhahahah...

Smashed into pieces at 7/04/2005 09:26:00 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

woke up early todae to go to a briefin about some duties... the briefin was at co-curriculum activity branch(CCAB). heard of tt b4...? hahaha... went with farz... found the place ini the end... it's near SMU... dammnn far...

they talked and talked abt wat, where, how, when.... when goin home time, me and farz kinda got lost... haha.. in the end, we settled down in a bus all the way frm newton area to bedok interchange... haiz... it was a loooong ride.

wenta lunch with family... nth much happen..

check out whether my hp could be sent for servicin, since it got wet yesterday... luckily i have warranty.. the servicing/repair costs ard 150 bucks... but, havent send the hp in la... coz i forgot to bring my warranty.. hehe... so for now, i have to make do with my bro's hp... i think all my contacts and the memory are gone.. haiz.. so if u sms/call me, and i ask who u are.. dun get angry k...

congrats hazeeq... really proud of ya... go all out k.. ;)

braces: ye ke..? or u malas? hehe...
ajeek: bulek! back to ya... hehe..

Smashed into pieces at 7/02/2005 09:53:00 PM

Smashed into pieces at 7/02/2005 09:53:00 PM

the 2 hrs i spent in sch todae was boring... i snapped pics all the way.. didnt even bothered to listen wat the lecturer was sayin.. heck, it was Character Developemnt... who cares..

elfi joined me at sp for breakfast... then headed to town... walked ard... almost bought a mng skirt... but, sth swayed tt decision... jln2... elfi still can decide wat to buy.. haiz...

then had to go to siglap for parade...

damn... lots of ppl gonna hate me again.... i have made their life worse every fri... muahhaaha... i was soo pissed of within the first hr, tt i didnt even take the squad after tt... dumb ppl.

got sabo-ed... and unfortunately, i got wet and my hp got wet... and damn, now i can switch it on. i feel so helpless w/o my hp....

help...

tmr, i got some stuff goin on.... mcm malas nak explain...

till tmr...

tata...

Smashed into pieces at 7/02/2005 12:06:00 AM